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good-for-mee: Wearing an oversized shirt and no pants is probably the most comfortable thing of...

Tue, 21 May 2013 15:24:44 +0800

Wearing an oversized shirt and no pants is probably the most comfortable thing of life.

can’t wait for mid-year’s to be...

Mon, 20 May 2013 22:48:28 +0800

can’t wait for mid-year’s to be over……….drained. shall indulge in good food to repay my hard work and effort :’) by hard work and effort I mean sleeping all day because of medication.. meh

food makes me reaaaaaaally happy. Jay Park breathing the same...

Sun, 19 May 2013 17:09:33 +0800

food makes me reaaaaaaally happy. Jay Park breathing the same air as me just adds on to my happiness♡ btw that’s some really good pasta.

the week’s been fairly quiet I guess, because I don’t really...

Sun, 12 May 2013 20:15:52 +0800

the week’s been fairly quiet I guess, because I don’t really remember stuff that aren’t significant to me…….my laptop’s getting cranky tho

maoam’s!!! been looking for ‘em for such a long...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 23:18:41 +0800

maoam’s!!! been looking for ‘em for such a long time!!

I’m tired. I want to do what I wanna do, but everyone’s telling...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 17:56:40 +0800

I’m tired.

I want to do what I wanna do, but everyone’s telling me stuff like ‘ohhhh the consequences might not be ideal” and “be realistic”, but all I want is a try. a go at it. but nooooo, I can’t.

I honestly can’t wait for the next few months because it’s gonna be so tiring. Not that I want time to pass ASAP because it’s already flying by so fast I’m kind of…scared.

Oh well, life goes on anyway.

wouldn’t trade them for anyone else :’)

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 17:43:10 +0800

wouldn’t trade them for anyone else :’)

pretty pretty Hong Kong! Spent 5 enjoyable days during my school...

Thu, 06 Sep 2012 13:46:43 +0800

pretty pretty Hong Kong! Spent 5 enjoyable days during my school term (since I ditched I’m screwed for my studies) and got to experience new stuff I didn’t get to do the last time I went in December! :) Summer’s hard to handle, with the temperature and humidity slightly higher than an average Singapore day’s. Winter is definitely the one for me :*

what exactly happened between myungsoo and shindong? did it have something to do with his myungsoo's first kiss?

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 10:48:57 +0800

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AnxmMTTz4s

this should answer your question! Shindong said stuff that were kind of inappropriate, but I think he just thought it’d make the show funnier, and people are getting mad at him though it was kind of his fault… but still LOL. Hope I helped! :)

keep calm -_-

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 10:21:39 +0800

Okay so apparently now there’s a huge fuss over something Shindong said about Myungsoo. I’m a huuuuuuuuuuge inspirit (yes, Myung’s my bias.) and you can’t really consider me an ELF (since all I do is watch their variety shows and listen to their songs) but I think people are taking this way too far. If only everyone could just calm down a little and just breathe in breathe out (HA~ HA~ ANY B2UTIES HERE?!?!) I’m sure Shindong meant it as a joke, a joke that he thought would make the show more funny and interesting. He probably didn’t mean any harm. (AND WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE. THERE IS NO WRONG IF SOMEONE’S A GAY OKAY. I’m perfectly straight fyi and we all know Myung is straight too.) Everyone just stop hating on Shindong and leave this matter alone. Obviously they producers didn’t know the fans would react this way, considering the fact that they didn’t edit this part out. So please everyone… calm down and just take it as a joke or something. I have mixed feelings about this, I think it’s funny (since it’s a variety show and everything tends to get exaggerated there) but it is kinda mean as well, but hey! Look at where I’m standing right now. I know it may seem a little over and mean but I don’t think we should all take it so negatively. Infinite wouldn’t like it if they knew we’re behaving this way~ If there’s still gonna be a continuation of this… then whatever, I’ve done my part anyway~ >.< Peaceu~ ^__^

victim of conformity, pressed down on all fours.

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 11:52:00 +0800

ooooookay.

I’m posting again ^____^

and why at 11:57am? Aren’t I supposed to be in school?

Yes, yes I’m supposed to. But because I’m still sick, it’s my second day at home~

I took my meds and I feel like I’m floating now plus the palpitation is so suffocating I might just take a nap till lunch..

anyway. although the following would be a rant about how awesome this k-pop comeback is, even if you’re not a fan you should read it. LOL. I don’t care if you can’t understand the language or what because music is universal and has no boundaries so ~~slap yourself if you’re being a meanie~~ yeah… :P

gif credit to heesex.

anyway. NU’EST is back! A few months back they’d debuted with Face. Face is basically a song that talks about the problem of bullying in the society now. Bullying is a serious problem that has taken many lives and I guess they’re here to promote something like “STOP BULLYING” or something near there.

“If you look down on people, it’s bitter.”

“Sometimes, being too courageous is a problem.”

And now they’re back with Action! It’s about the problems within the minds of the people in the current-day society I think? I think it has somewhat got to do with bullying too, since the lyrics are sort of a reply to nasty remarks.

Mean person: “You’re wrong, you stand out so easily.”

Reply: “Why am I wrong? Because I’m different? Because I’m not the same?”

I think the lyricist probably thought of how the minds of people these days are so judging against others? ”Victim of conformity.” It’s kinda sad but it’s true, some people become bullies because they were bullied and they didn’t want to experience again. So therefore the mindset of “Kill before you get killed” comes out. I honestly belong to none of the groups. I can give less of a fuck to people (or at least that’s what I think?) who are just being nutcases and the good thing is that schools here don’t really have a bullying issue, just minor ones where people either just play around, or they’re serious but won’t do anything to a huge extent. I hope that people in other parts of the world who are being bullied can either stand up or regain their self-confidence, don’t let others beat you down. You are perfect being yourself, so don’t let the words of others dampen your opinion of yourself or anything like that. If you need a listening ear, I’m always here :) (HEY THAT RHYMED LOL ~~bricked.~~)

Anyway! I love songs from the following three groups! I find that these songs are very…. relevant? One is NU’EST (YAAAAY), the other is B.A.P (OMG THEY’RE MAKING A COMEBACK SOON AND GOODBYE IS SO GOOD.) and last but not least, EXO (I miss them already ;__;)!

Their songs are very….. I can’t find the words to describe, but I love the lyrics so much! ~~Even though some might not make sense.~~ They’re about humankind and their changes, about what the world is becoming to and about the problems we face and the solutions we are seeking.

“If only we can all be thankful for the blessed days that grant us life.”

“They’re busy living with their backs turned on each other.”

“The endless war, who is it for?”

“In the shadows of the powerful, the weak are dying.”

“Don’t need it, don’t need the faking.”

“It’s no fun, why are you doing this?”

“Sometimes being too courageous is a problem.”

So yup! This has been my extremely long post and I hope everyone will take notice of this situation and MAKE A CHANGE :’)

oh. and wish me a speedy recovery too! I can’t wait to get well T_________T kekeke.

IT'S MY DAY!!!

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 12:59:04 +0800

HI EVERYONE IT’S MY BIRTHDAY OMG I’M STOKED LOL.

First of all, THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS WISHED ME AND ARE GOING TO WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :’D A heart and a kiss for you~

You guys might not know, but at 12MN when your messages came in, I thought I was gonna have a waterworks show again!! :’)

And you guys who made the effort to wish me, I LOVE YOU ALL. LOL And I love you people who didn’t wish me BUT I STILL LOVE THE OTHER GROUP BETTER. :P

Thanks again!! Good things will happen to you! xD

it's okay it's alright.

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 20:50:34 +0800

Hi I look horrible I know. I hate the fact that I’m suffering from lack of sleep (though I sleep so many hours a day) and I’m looking like shit now. I don’t even have enough time in a day to sleep to my fill. OPAJFQHFAMKSNFPQ.

Anyway! Mom gave me a mini bouquet of flowers! For my Chinese birthday LOL and grans gave me a red packet! Nothing went terribly wrong, thankfully :3

Told you today was gonna be a better day ;)

I have to keep smiling

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 21:56:20 +0800

because that’s what everyone expects me to do.

I get treated like this

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 21:54:42 +0800

because I’m not worth anything.

I make mistakes because I'm only human.

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 21:53:28 +0800

I’ve been having really bad days these few days. Everything isn’t going my way. Yeah I’m quite an ambitious person so definitely I’d like things to be how I want it.

Title says it all.

Like seriously. Do you really have to penalise me and go to such an extent when you make me feel like shit? Yeah I made a mistake. I know I made a mistake and I’ve apologised. So do you really have to go to such lengths? You wouldn’t like it if you were me, I can guarantee that. Just imagine, you’re already repenting and a whole bunch of people starts coming up to you, saying mean stuff and making you feel bad. You wouldn’t like it right? Apologising is not enough? Do you need me to kneel in front of you? Because you can fucking forget about that. Before I rage you better know your limits. Honestly I felt like shit at that point of time. That feeling is just utterly disgusting.

Whatever. I’m gonna leave everything behind after 11pm. Why? Because it’s my Chinese birthday! Okay what the shit LOL. But yeah. I’m gonna make tomorrow a better day and pamper myself with stuff that I’m gonna buy! I feel so much better after writing everything here kekeke.

kbye.

The endless war, who is it for?

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 16:43:03 +0800

Who am I living for?

Okay so I’ve been listening to Katy Perry. And yeah. This question (song title too) popped up in my mind. Have I been doing stuff I want? Probably only half the time. Maybe because I’m not capable to do everything thing I want.

OMG IT'S YOU.

Mon, 27 Feb 2012 18:51:11 +0800

And there goes my heart again.

Weekends....

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 17:23:00 +0800

ZZZZZZZZZZ What are weekends? Days where teachers torture us by giving us homework before the weekends. And then we have to waste our weekends doing work. And not enjoying. I HATE THIS. Having 1000000000000 different homework everyday is already bad enough, and now they don’t let us rest for two damn days? I’m angry :(

Evidence. LOL. Okay whatever. Zzz stupid junior year. Sophomore year rocked like.. yeah it was awesome and now junior year is murderous. If junior year’s murderous, WHAT ON EARTH IS SENIOR YEAR?!

But then again I’m kinda mindfucked. How in the world did I survive almost 2 months of deadly school days? LMAO. I just have to hold on for another… 22 months. And then I’m off to tertiary education! Which would probably kill me even further HAHAHA but whatever. It’s all for my future….right? Is it? I’m confused.

I'm just a girl.

Fri, 24 Feb 2012 21:52:57 +0800

OKAY HI. School’s tough, junior year is sucking up all my energy. Senior year would probably murder me then. Life’s.. the same I guess. Except that there are more dramas and shit but that’s expected. But sometimes, I really feel bad. “Am I an obstruction or am I unwanted?” Thoughts like these would pop up in my mind. Honestly I think I have to see a shrink. These emotions are killing me though I don’t show it. Whatever, I’ve to harden my heart to face more bullshit so good luck to me.